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| so, I was sitting and thinking the other day about my past, and how sometimes I feel like God is not powerful. Sometimes I feel like God just lets His children fall away, and other times I feel like the message of Christ has lost its power, and that Christianity is dying. Then I read this:
8 "For my thoughts are not your thoughts,
neither are your ways my ways,"
declares the LORD.
9 "As the heavens are higher than the earth,
so are my ways higher than your ways
and my thoughts than your thoughts.
10 As the rain and the snow
come down from heaven,
and do not return to it
without watering the earth
and making it bud and flourish,
so that it yields seed for the sower and bread for the eater,
11 so is my word that goes out from my mouth:
It will not return to me empty,
but will accomplish what I desire
and achieve the purpose for which I sent it.
And after reading this I felt stupid and unfaithful, God is powerful, and the message of Christ will never fade. | | |
| For the longest time I thought it was super hard to ascertain what Gods will was for me, or is. Especially with girls or things of that nature because it seemed that his answer always came with a no and a big slap on the back of the head. So I started ignoring His voice, and I would stumble through the darkness trying to find my own way until once again I came back to Him. It has been hard to see Gods will, and I'm not saying that I can see the future clearly, or can predict who will win a basketball game (I don't even like basketball). What I'm saying is that with many things God makes it clear as to what his will is, all I have to do is ask, and He will give an answer. Sometimes I don't like the answer He gives, but I just ask myself a simple question "Has God ever failed you?" With that I turn to Him and start trotting down the path He's laid out for me, with trust, faith, & love I go. It's not always easy, but I pray that I never lose the sense of devotion I have now, and that from this place God would continue to grow his servant so that I would seek His will and always follow. | | |
| so I realize that nobody reads this, and this isn't meant for anybody in particular, and it's not meant as an advertisement, because I'm not for sale right now. I've just realized that slowly all my buds are getting married, and slowly they all kind of move away and develop these things called responsibilities. You see I love the single life, I've been single for four years and i'm waiting for my wife as patiently as time allows. I've always believed that God has my wife set aside for me, and that by looking I only waste time and energy. But what if? What if things are at random, and that God hasn't planned everything out. That I can still choose a path of singleness purposefully or accidentally. That every action I make changes the future, and that God does not have everything planned and set in stone. Why am I writing this? Because I know that no one will read it, and if i make it long enough, people are sure to just delete it. But what am I saying? What am I asking? Who am I waiting for? Is she worth the wait? Is there really a she, or is there just me, and the chance that I might find that special she? I'm fine for now, my owner is not selling me just yet, maybe next year. but I am afraid because a toy that sits on the shelf too long often gets rusty or becomes antique, and the light in it dies away in the coming shadow of a new generation. Forever to be lonely, forever to be alone, I am alone. | | |
| so ive been studying non stop for the past three or four hours cuz i have a test tomorrow. Oh well, I can't wait till friday, my self proclaimed sabath day lol, during which i will make my halloween costume (im gonna be a light pole) and help my roomy with his. Anyway I've gotta go, I'll see you guys later. | | |
| my old roomy is a queer... just kidding, he just old me to write on this thing,, and i didn't want to but oh well | | |
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